eleven december

setiap mlm aku susah nk tdo sb slalu memikrkn bnde2 yg menyedihkn . lg pn since last three days , we seems diffrnt , i can feel tht u r not ok even u act like nothing's hapen . hm well,ape yg awk ckp smlm 2 bg sy tpkir2 ap yg akn jd ble sy besar nnt.sy nk awk taw yg sy tkot nk jd dewse.sy lbih slese dlm keadaan mcm ni.bsme parent yg slalu merisaukn sy,melarang sy bwt 2 bwt ni.even tht thing i hate it,i feel safe.what if i was grown up,freedom is numbr one rite,but im afraid to get the freedom bcoz who's gonna tke good care of me ? as u know i dnt wnna loose u.i think of u n evrything okay,im finaly now believing.hm,one more thing'i wnt u to noe tht i'll be ready to get all the sadness.hmm


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